YOU JUST EXPLODED MY MIND!
<3

"goodbye."

you're making me feel SO FUCKING ALIVE right now.
no seriously.
i don't  know how to explain it but sometimes making amends is the best thing you can do.

what can I say?
I'm a fourteen year old girl and life smells like LOVE  most days.
the kind of love found in the arms of your favorite la-z boy chair because it's soft in all the right places just like your heart.

i think some walls are caving in but it's about time we had a renovation around here.

i love you for being alive.
<3

:]
Hahaha.
I can't stop giggling and hell if I know why.
Today is just one of those days.
A Kings of Convenience day, yes.

I'm at Nathan's house and I totally just figured out his password and logged onto his desktop.
Haha. So much for secrets.
;P

Anyhow, I don't really know what's going on anymore. I feel like I'm in some sort of weird, whirlwind vortex-y thing and I can't get out but it's like...amazing and fun and et cetera et cetera et cetera.

Hopefully I'll see you all on the other side!

<3
Elisha

Very good song, the title of this entry.
((One Republic, that is...))

So.
I forgot to write about this before.
But Matty graduated and he's all Mortuary-Science'd up, for sure!
Mom got over herself a little bit, the kitten's a little less of a kitten now, and school is done.
I'm soon to be a sophomore.

I'm also still in a relationship, if that matters to anyone out there.

Well,
I guess that's it.
Norie's coming over in a little bit.
It's funny how much I've changed over the years and how much I've stayed the same.

Matty's visiting with us until the end of July, as that's when he starts his new job.
:]

I'm so happy that we're all alive.

Hey you.
I...don't have anything interesting to write at all.
But here I am because it's been a month since I wrote in this.
I love...things.
;P

uh, it's been a little while, hasn't it?
well, anyhow...
i feel like sickness is coming on.
i have a sore throat, and a slight headache.
o joy.

things are all right, though.
nothing extremely exciting to talk about today.
just wanted to write somewhere about something so someone would...feel better about his or her self.
:P

So I've got this disease that I get around 7:00 PM on some odd, random nights.
I guess one could call it Introspection, and some days there's really nothing worse than what's inside of oneself and that...
that hurts a little bit worse than the time I fell out of the tree in kindergarten.

But it's all right because I've got people and some days people have me.
This is basically just an outlet entry because I don't feel like being coherent and I procrastinated and put all of my homework for the end of Spring Break so whatever.
Now I'm suffering.

Christ I really don't know what to say.
I started writing fic again today.
*g*
Sweeney Todd, what else.
But it wasn't romance or anything of the sort (and of my usual genre.)
It's about Toby and his displacement and his home! and then his disappointment and Mrs. Lovett and her brief seconds of teary-eyed weariness (at least in the movie) after locking Toby in The Room and how everything seems to shrink wrap itself down to yesyesyes, those few little seconds where you realize your life just hit a wall, but then the ability to overcome it because Toby who needs him really (just a boy, just a boy who told you nothing could harm you as long as he was around except yourself, of course) you've got Mr. T and he's got you and so what if you lied? so what, he'll never know. Just burn those bodies right into the incinerator they go whoosh into flames and there you go, just the same way Mrs. Lovett. Oh Mr. Todd I'm so happy I could eat you up, I really could...

And that made no sense but I promise what I was writing earlier made lots more sense than that.
I need to watch the movie again though for continuity issues/get that feeling again.
IDK...
I'm kind of happy even if it's not what people are looking for I love Toby and I don't want to come up with an OFC or OMC and make him run off happily ever after...So here I go delving back into the depths of my fic-writing mind trying to wade through all the shit to get to the good stuff again. This could take a while, so don't hold your breath or you may just end up in the grave.
;P

is that a pie fit for a king?
oh, wondrous, sweet, and most delectable thing...

Finally got to see Sweeney Todd.
Um...amazing much?

There's a hole in the world like a great, black pit
And it's filled with people who are filled with shit,
And the vermin of the world inhabit it.

yesplease.